Doors Closing
While Andrè closed behind them the door of the room, a lot of confused ideas crowding my head, multiple autoresponders questions invaded my head, that shit do now, which meant all that, why he kissed me?, Really should stay only with the words of Andrea, or should try to read between the lines as naturally do, and half drunk, half-blown, even tasting the lips of Andrè, I was alone in the room when a voice from the darkness of the window facing the street said, "It seems that this was the birthday present you wanted, do you like?, was my partner, the entire timepo since he had started my friendship with Andrè had been somewhat suspicious of our "close" friendship, "Stay there, we need to talk," Now if that shit, he thought he had no Calre he had seen, and he had heard, but of course not going to lie, tell only the truth .
Ariel entered the room sat on the bed, and with a gesture invited me to accompany him, and previously told how well we carry, and how relaxed and civilized of our relationship, so k this would be a conversation between friends, without scandal , I sat next to him, and took my hand, and began to speak, "weon, I am very angry with you, I have a lot of anger, and sorrow, I had long ago realized that something happened between you, I and who have not had sex or anything, but I also know, as you know, you look like you're hooked Andrè, and the thing is simple, you have to choose, I can not be with someone who has divided heart, I know you love me, and I love you more than the crest, but have postponed their own projects to be together, and if things are going to be so, I'd rather try my luck and see the progress that happens, if our lives cross again, I happy if we stayed together, I was happy too, if we split to grow and catch where we go, I'll be a very sad time, but I Saer that ground floor, is my right, and I demand an answer Now "- Before such requirement would Favorite the best of the scandals, every word of Ariel, tore my heart, because I knew that the more that I was going wrong, I felt very confused, it is true that he was guilty of wanting to Andrè, but it is also true that I was just a game, an erotic fantasy that came with my masturbatory dreams, and was now fulfilled in part, and that dream mutated into a nightmare for my life next to Ariel. Do not know what to say, I knew that Andre was just an affair with no logical end, and my life was stability Ariel love and affection of many years together. I stayed a while is silence and said, "I myself still do not quite understand what happened, took me by surprise, do not understand if is only an act of love of Andre or something else, I must confess you're right, if I feel something strong for him, but I feel something much stronger for you, Andre gives me something sexual, warmth, I can not explain, it's like if we were compatible in this area, even without having done anything, I feel it, but you are the minority of my life (WAAA), seriously, it's still freak me for saying so, but I want to be with you always, I understand you're upset and hurt, but things are what they are, I want to be with you, but I also want you to feel with the freedom to choose your destiny, your future "- we looked a long while, holding hands, something had changed, rested his head on my shoulder, cuddle in my arms, stroking her hair, everyone danced outside. in the room, a dance of two, sealed many years together.
Upon awakening the next day, Ariel, my partner was gone, was gone, my birthday was not only the first kiss with Andrè, but was also the last night I saw Ariel, who accepted an invitation to work in a arts studio in Buenos Aires, away from me, away from Andrè.
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